I lost an old video and don't know if it got deleted ( i found it on ph the first time )

I saw the video on ph and then i forgot it and after sime time i tried to find it again buy didn't managed to find it anywere ( tried on ph and other sites but no luck). It was amature stuff not excellent quality or smth professional. There was a girl ( white) ( might be the wife of the guy that was filming ) and she had an gangbang with 3-4 black guys and at some point in the video you can hear her say : "My asshole is ready" - or smth very similar and then a black guy comes nad fucks her in the ass.